Shloka 58.18Unverified draft

सशरीरो दिवं यायामिति मे सौम्यदर्शनम्। मया चेष्टं क्रतुशतं तच्च नाऽवाप्यते फलम्।।1.58.18।।

Meaning

That I might go to heaven in this very body was my gentle wish; I have performed a hundred sacrifices, yet the fruit is not attained.

Word-by-word (pada-artha)

WordDevanagariMeaningGrammatical role
sa-śarīraḥ divam yāyāmस-शरीरः दिवम् यायाम्that I might go to heaven with this very bodyNominative / Accusative / Verb (optative)
iti me saumya-darśanamइति मे सौम्य-दर्शनम्thus was my mild wishQuotation / Genitive / Nominative
mayā ceṣṭam kratu-śatamमया चेष्टम् क्रतु-शतम्a hundred sacrifices were undertaken by meInstrumental / Nominative / Nominative
tat ca na avāpyate phalamतत् च न अवाप्यते फलम्and yet their fruit is not obtainedNominative / Adverbial / Negation / Verb (passive) / Nominative

Reference: 1.58.18 · Bāla Kāṇḍa