Shloka 69.21Unverified draft

जुगुप्सन्निव चात्मानं न च पश्यामि कारणम् । इमां हि दुःस्वप्नगतिं निशाम्य तामनेकरूपामवितर्कितां पुरा । भयं महत्तद्धृदयान्न याति मे विचिन्त्य राजानमचिन्त्यदर्शनम् ।।2.69.21।।

Meaning

Word-by-word (pada-artha)

WordDevanagariMeaningGrammatical role
jugupsannivaजुगुप्सन्निवas though loathingpresent participle + particle
cātmānaṃचात्मानंand my own selfconjunction + accusative
naनnotnegation
caचandconjunction
paśyāmiपश्यामिdo I seeverb, present
kāraṇamकारणम्the causeaccusative
imāṃइमांthisaccusative adjective
hiहिindeedparticle
duḥsvapnagatiṃदुःस्वप्नगतिंthe course of the evil dreamaccusative
niśāmyaनिशाम्यhaving observedgerund
tāmanekarūpāmavitarkitāṃतामनेकरूपामवितर्कितांthat, many-formed, unimaginedaccusative adjective + accusative adjective + accusative adjective
purāपुराbefore, previouslyadverb
bhayaṃभयंfearnominative
mahattaddhṛdayānnaमहत्तद्धृदयान्नthat great one, from my heart, does notnominative adjective + nominative adjective + ablative + negation
yātiयातिdepartverb, present
meमेmygenitive
vicintyaविचिन्त्यreflecting ongerund
rājānamacintyadarśanamराजानमचिन्त्यदर्शनम्the king, of inconceivable appearanceaccusative + accusative adjective

Reference: 2.69.21 · Ayodhyā Kāṇḍa